Jo, I Love You

Jo, where do I start? First I'm sorry. I never really appreciated you as much as I should have. It's true you never realize just how much you love someone until that person is out of your life. It's only been three days since we have been apart but it feels like a lifetime.

You are the strength to our family and without you we have lost the biggest part of our lives. I don't want to live the rest of my life without you, you mean the world to me and life without you is like taking away the air I breathe.

My heart is so empty without you. You make our lives whole and complete. I hope and pray that you will forgive me for all the wrong I have done. I do know that this is a huge ask but please try. I want to grow old with you and I have never wished for anything more in my life as much as hoping you do too. I want to share everything with you, both good and bad. I want to be able to go to sleep with you and wake beside you; I want to help you when you are sick I want to share my entire life with you.

You have always been there for me even in my worst of times, you have made me feel complete and you always do. I only wish I could have been there for you when you really needed me. Please let me prove to you that you are the only person I will love completely and you will always come first in everything we do. That, I swear and promise. I don't want to be like my father, it makes me a lesser person to know that I am.

Please Jo, give me the opportunity to prove myself. I'm sitting here without reservation about how I have been and I am disgusted in myself. You have always been honest in our relationship and you have tried so hard in everything you do.

As I write this I have never felt so alone. I have tears running down my face and I can't stop them from falling, it hurts. If there is one thing I have ever wished for and sincerely wanted it is for you to be here with me. There is nothing I won't do to make this work. You name it babe, I will. Not only because I have to, I want to.

I want to make you happy and spoil you and make you feel like a princess. You deserve so much more. I miss you so much, I love you so much and I respect you for who you are. I only wish I could turn back the clock and fix all I have done wrong to you but I can't.

I SAY ALL THIS FROM MY HEART and truly mean everything I say to you. You are my soul mate and at present my soul is so empty without you.

Please find it in your heart to try and love me in the same way. We have so much more together to accomplish in life and that I want nothing more than to do than with the one I love the most, YOU. You truly are the best thing that has ever happened in my life and I would like to prove that to you. I Truly Love you dearly.

Written in 2005 by Andrew Whare - Australia